| 25th may | guess WHAT?? |
[May. 24th, 2009|12:49 am] |
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a very IMPORTANT day
my PAYDAY. and the day i'm moving to a bigger town.
this is what happens when your account is almost 0yen, thanks to the wonders of travelling and shopping during golden week. been there, done that. learnt my lesson. i hope.
my skunkie came back awhile last week. so loved. but honestly, i think i scared myself out, and i know kenny was scared too when i had food poison while having sambal, and 3 more curries served last weekend at kathy and matt's place. i thought i was going to faint and die from it. i could barely breathe and stay awake until i puked in the train. omfg. i puked. i never wanted to spend the night with kenny like that :( but he is my super duper awesome nurse <3
snapshot by kenny. yes darlings, he is practising his dslr skills with my baby d60 :p
i'm back to my paper crane return countdown. i'm running out of good papers soon. i so need to steal more catalogues, flyers and free magazines from tower records or at random shops. muhahaha...
and guess WHAT???
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to be continued. suspense kills. so does curiousity. doesn't it?
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| being there to hold you |
[May. 14th, 2009|10:40 pm] |
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| | Disappear - Beyonce | ] |
To my beloved.You're everything I thought you never were And nothing like about you could've been But still you lived inside of me So tell me how is that You're the only one I wish I could forget The only one I loved and not forgive And though you've break my heart You're the only one And though there are times when I hate you Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me And put tears on my face And even now I hate you its pains me to say I know I'll be there at the end of the day I don't wanna be without you babe I don't want a broken heart Don't wanna to take breath without you babe I don't want to play that part I know that I love you but let me just say I don't wanna love you in no kinder way I don't want a broken heart I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl No broken-hearted girl I'm no broken-hearted girl There's something that I feel I need to say But up 'til now I've always been afraid That you would never come around And still I wanna put this out You say you got the most respect for me But sometimes I feel your not deserving of me And still you're in my heart But you're the only one And yes there are times when I hate you But I don't complain Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say That I will be there at the end of the day Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be I'm living in a world that's all about you and me I ain't got to be afraid, my broken heart is free To spread my wings and fly away
Away with you
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today, i folded my 101 paper crane thinking of him out in the sea.   |
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| when trust is the basic foundation |
[May. 14th, 2009|01:15 pm] |
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| | Please don't leave me | ] |
yesterday i felt my heart being threatened with a very sharp dagger.
when the person you loved most doubt you.
couldn't trust you.
couldn't feel secure with you.
it affects you. and you begin to question your existence in your loved ones life, and to the world.
and til now, i still see you as my angel and look up to you.
please have some faith and trust in me and tell me everything is going to be alright :(
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| packing. moving. |
[May. 10th, 2009|02:09 am] |
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| | Beautiful - Akon | ] |
i ran out of boxes to pack. argh. bubblewraps can only stretch THAT far... shyt instant ramen satisfaction for dinner <3 talking bout life living on a budget  |
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| emails |
[May. 9th, 2009|01:23 am] |
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emails does wonders. keeps you connected with your LOVED once. i'm glad i still hear from my buttcracker, even though i know he's somewhere in the ocean. an email a day keeps my peaceful sleep in check *nods*
kendo cancelled today. very sad. hands very itchy to swing my shinai <.<
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| back to school |
[May. 7th, 2009|11:40 pm] |
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| | Halo - Beyonce | ] |
today.
i'm back in classroom. i don't even know if i'm suppose to tell the kids that's the last time i'm meeting them :( the unknown schedule of the new curriculum. the faces of my young students :( but on the bright side, bye bye to some annoying ones!
i smell like okonomiyaki cos chiharu sensei decided to have them in dontoburi. a place where they make you cook your own food. super yummy.
wait. wait. waiting for email! >.< tell me you are okay :(
nevermind, i got your email a few minutes ago. now i can sleep peacefully like a deadlog :p
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| paper cranes |
[May. 6th, 2009|05:14 pm] |
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| | The Way I Are - Timbaland | ] |
dear buttcracker,
it felt so right when we met
i knew what it meant
i never express much emotions, i know it's my bad
dear skunk,
it's you that i look foward to see
every weekend, i fill my heart with hope and fancy
so you'd smile and be happy beside me
we have our dfferences,
we have our insecurities
the tears i had shed are my sincere voice
fighting my own fears
against heartbreak and loneliness
dear love,
thank you.
you made me feel like a human again
i am ready to walk the path together, no matter it is bliss or pain
i pray that we will be strongly bonded by our faith
and let love lead its way
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i feel the 'missing you' effect strongly at the moment. i shall update my blog regularly so my love who is currently out in the sea would be able to read my updates. i would countdown from the day you left for sea today, and paper cranes shall be the witness of how much i think of you every day and night before i sleep. promise me that you will come back to me safely.
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| [unlimited] |
[Mar. 13th, 2009|02:04 pm] |
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throw me rotten ba-ba-nas or hard boiled eggs...
revamp attempt [unlimited] is in process
 watch out for stories from D60 じゃ、またね！ |
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| 4310 |
[Jan. 11th, 2009|12:35 pm] |
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| | Hanging by a Moment - Lifehouse | ] |
was the number i paid the taxi for a 30mins train delay in yen. nice! almost got a heart attack myself by hitting the 'late' clock for teaching. and things just fall in place once all-my-chibikos came for class. at least this class doesn't molest you unlike some. to see my fav 'eiji wentz' lookalike boy, yaay. LOVED! loved! lOVEd! <3 yes, my japanese boys!
curiousity and food are part of my 6th sense
 it says berry and white chocolate but it tasted weirdly-sweet. not to my lick thou.  yes. kit kat sakura version is back! but it's not strawberry this time. sweet potato flavor. tasted like..... sweet sweet potato! it's GOOD!   when it said rich pistachio... it meant RICH. have 3 blocks and you're dying from nut-obesession! aite. dinner bday tonight. gonna be out freezing me ass again. random notes: red drying roses can be pretty sentimental. maybe i should get more 'life' in my room? at least to accompany my posentia and santorina. heh |
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| tokyo without fireworks |
[Jan. 8th, 2009|11:43 am] |
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| | Love Is Gone - David Guetta | ] |
the memories of tokyo tower just haunts me
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not because there were NO fireworks
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this was where i first met him. and it just gotten gay like i mentioned, without the fireworks. even the thoughts of going to disneyland just haunts me. sometimes i wished i could just reformat my memories.
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it was miserable YET amusing enough that i have people kept asking me if i had been eating OR what had i ate. ever since ate gladys left, no one was around to cook and the kitchen was cold. i know, pein was one of those who kept asking me what's in my fridge.
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cheering on - yes, those phone calls and 3AM in the morning messages on my MSN. sweet! it has to be in wee mornings eh? you CAN'T see my blush. so that's too bad! haha! and to find another vampire on the other side of my line, that would keep me entertain for real :D
oh well, my brain is pretty much retarded trying to pick up the pace. 3 weeks of vacation was suppose to be a GOOD one. guess, i'll just have to runaway from japan awhile.
yes. roppongi and cars. bumpin bumpin! haha... traffic in tokyo!
yes, come haunt me, you retarded memories!!!!
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| happy new year love! |
[Jan. 7th, 2009|02:09 pm] |
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| | Grace Kelly - Mika | ] |
happy new year
new year. new life. new start
JAPAN's new year had been one hella rollercoaster of emotion. yes, breakdowns are part of life. new year in Tokyo Towers can't be gay-er when there's no fireworks =.=" Roppongi was like Bukit Bintang with lots of foreigners and kidnappers. Never mind that. My laptop now runs on a gay vista OS. At least it allowed my Photoshop and Illustrator to run like normal.
New Year Breakdown
Not forgetting those loved ones who had been there to pick me up and cheer me up with phone calls and roses. YES! my first flower right after the new years. you know who you are! haha. Oh well, another year to battle economic crisis, happiness and for dreams.
 a scar of haunting memories. freaky. |
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| c.o.l.d. |
[Nov. 8th, 2008|04:42 pm] |
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define cold.
a) temperature at night drops to 5℃
b) your knee refuses to bend when instructed to do so
c) you can't wait to boil yourself in 40℃ every night
d) you rather sit under the heater unless you need to cook/pee
e) your feet gotten numb from the cold
f) you google for fire/heat knowledge
g) you dress up like a stuffed-penguin
h) when you breathe hard, you form a moustache of vapor from condensation
i) the gale echoing outside your window is your alarm clock
j) when you fart, you produce steam and your ass becomes moist :D
on random notes:
made this out of a request.
symmetrically-measured. vector-tested. illustrator-approved.
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| yamagata - 山形 |
[Nov. 5th, 2008|03:39 pm] |
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| | e Our Guest [Beauty And The Beast] | ] |
went over to visit filipino sister Gladys over one of the weekends. 3hours up to Yamagata is madness, especially when you're in the local JR trains. but i guess, choices were limited for me unless i was born rich and could afford shinkansen every day! 'how did you do it?????' bring a laptop loaded with dramas/anime and watch them in the train! unfortunately there is no WiFi in the trains. oh wells.   Omoshiroyamakogen 面白山高原 in Yamagata doesn't this scene remind you of the old chinese tv series?  red hues and waterfall scene with freezing cold water   crazy Gladys, but thanks to her, i get to learn some Tagalog and eat filipino dishes! FOOD REGINS! XDbefore the sun sets, we trotted to Yamadera 山寺 - a place historically built with temples and very yama-ish! mountains. climbed and huffed and puffed and used cow strength to charge to the top!   country! Gladys looking for her prince charming! :p  these are some fabulous konnyaku balls and edamame ice cream. konnyaku balls tempts me to bounce it off the ground! hahaand mind you, despite its natural surroundings in Yamagata, it just surprised me that it is way MORE DEVELOPED than nishi-nasuno. it's so developed that it looks like putrajaya. psft.  so that's my Sendai 仙台 - Yamagata 山形 trip for the weekend. A weekend off Tokyo is worth it. . . . Aite, more updated when i visit DESIGN FESTA this weekend fingers crossed. |
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| tokyo disneysea with tomtom! |
[Nov. 4th, 2008|11:25 pm] |
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woot. tomtom and his amazing-all-mighty-yellow spongebob shirt just made my day! it's just super-duper-awesome-ness when someone close just pops into tokyo! nevertheless, i'm still waiting for all-super-canggih pictures from tomtom's cam. a day filled with nostalgic memories when we were back in singapore, chillin out. a whole lot of talk and agreement between life and more drama fulfilling days.   tomtom's real name is nicholas. but glamourously, he BROUGHT his tortoise, tom along with him!   some shots from the electric-train. look at volcano on left. it rawrs at night! haha.   genie and aladin's city. 2-tier merry-go-round on the right!   the discovery center   tower of terror and its surrounding  back to the old new york and columbia  i dedicate this line to my favorite taglined-picture of the day! XD . . . NOT THE ENDJUST TAKING A BREAK!
FEEL FREE TO SLAP ME IN MSN AND I'LL BITE! |
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| drinks, dessert and duit |
[Oct. 4th, 2008|09:32 pm] |
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i'm entering the 5th month surviving in japan and still going pretty good - except for the cold wind that echoes by my window. temperature here drops to 18celcius at some nights, and it is something i will not get used easily. every morning, while it's still warm, i busk myself in the sun and try to absorb sunlight like solar panels!! HAH~! i am a vampire who needs sunlight.
budgeting was pretty tight this month as i had to desperately buy autumn/winter wear to keep my tummy warm. and therefore UNIQLO is the answer to all my problems. THIS IS LOVE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! despite i'm broke, i am still going strong to meet mama gigi and tomtom who is and will be landing in japan this month. well, I AM A SURVIVOR despite poverty! heh
NIPPON is (of cos~) full of wonders and love in the convenient store or the grocery. Oh boy, 5months passed and i'm still facinated by the amount of interesting products on their shelves! the greatest dirnk for summer would be TEA, and nothing can beat PEACH TEA!
earlier this week, i was obsessed with strawberry milk. unfortunately i found 'em in small boxes, but YESTERDAY i was in LUCK~!!!!! this, my friends, tasted NOTHING like ANTIBIOTIC, or liked any of those ciplak strawberry milk you had drank in KL. The taste is so pure and smooth, you'd remember it FOR LIFE~!!
i randomly picked up some jelly from 7-11 and i never knew i'd be so crazy over it!!!! for 98yen at the grocery, this item is a must have in your fridge!! LOL, it has actual fruits in it. oh-so-exciting!!!
i become very excited when it comes to blogging about food, so much that i'm planning to turned my half-dead nikoniko-nippon into a japanese confectionary of wonders blog!
guess what gave me comfort when i had stomach cramps from all those PMSes (omFg) my PMS symptoms changed drastically~ that i had to check out in a clinic. psft. and no painkillers, leaving me to die in vain... nevertheless, these items came to my rescue!for those familiar with korean tea, this is written Yuzu tea, which some claims to look like marmalade. the taste is 'marmalade-like' too except that it is more citric! for those who can't stand sour or needed extra sweetness, look into honey!hell yea, packaging sells here and this is a proof! convenient and easily-squeezed!
to my surprised, i found FIG too! ahahaha... a-hella-lot seeded in the middle, chewy fruit from the mediterranean! I so love grocery and supermarkets here! they are loved big time by mua! .
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[p/s: experience in maid cafe wasn't that good this time around, leaving me with a lil tainted experience but... nevertheless, akiba is still the capital of otaku and thou shall remain as a loyal shopper to that district. i missed the butler cafe part, but i'd be finding that out the next time!]
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| to my fridge, with love <3 |
[Sep. 11th, 2008|01:06 pm] |
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| | white summer and green bicycle, red hair with black guitar - the pillows | ] |
my fridge filled with my love >D
lemme introduce some of our feature stars for today
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| all hail shopping therapy! |
[Sep. 8th, 2008|03:01 pm] |
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i literally have 4 days off (sat til tue) and what's better than be a party-gaga-vampire?
so we went shopping and karaoke til i vomited my voice box out x.x well it's all worth it. lol. i had filled my fridge and closet with love that i can survive a week curfew! Life's rewarding as i'm having my friends over this month, next month, next next month and next next next.... (please people, c'mmon add your name to the list cos i have so much more love to give! >D )
ok-hear-my-rambling-on-and-on-and-on-as-i-am-going-for-maid-and-butler-cafe-hunting-this-weekend~! i-am-going-to-sweep-all-the-maids-off-their-feet-and-bring-them-home-with-me-*insert-evil-grin-here*
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and random notes... this was pictures from my flight as i left KL in june. look at how ridiculous i can be and the world HAS to be so small as i bump into an old friend...
 
and this is WHAT I MIGHT DO NEXT
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| internet is the sweetest thing on the planet it gives you obessity! |
[Sep. 3rd, 2008|12:12 am] |
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i waited to early for it. woke up at 8am just to wait for the people to come connect my telephone line and bring my baby modem!
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waited and waited
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more waiting
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it came!! it came!! ZOMG~!!! sweetness... oh wait, japanese manuals? WTF?!! thank god for diagrams! <3 i was able to connect to internet within a few seconds! HOORAY~!! life is so good~!!
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so i'm here to announce this:
ladies and gentlemen, i am finally BACK! and i got my facebook account. haha. just a random thought if you feel like adding a vampire into yours.
and my phone plunged out 10feet doing the flips like diving in beijing olympics and landed on its butt. do not attempt this:
to charge your phone battery while having your balcony windows open when you have butterfingers!
scared but still alive. crap <.< my lover scared T____T
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